makan and makan

yesterday was majlis APC...

i'm so happy...

the foods was served by D'Saji...

sgt2 sedap ok...

especially their desert...

i love tapai aiskrim...

:)

today, i'll having farewell party

for my officer, En. Aizal...

he'll transfer to ICU, JPM...:(

wish him a good luck & success...:)

so, i'll makan2 again....

bestnya :))

p/s : we still thinking whether to go to malacca

or not this coming weekend....

i rasa cam malas, tapi darling hubby cam nak gi jer...

of course la, he wants to see his fren, Zul badly...

so....

it's up to u syg, i just follow u ok...muahss...

miss my mushroom :)

this is for maira...

i named her 'pinky bam-bam'...

cute rite???

acu loves u so much....

muahssss...:)

maira's pinky bam-bam

malas

bila kemalasan melanda...

quite bz pagi nie...

but everything's settled...

:)

so, time to berpoya2 now...

oppss time to blog now...:)

arrived putrajaya last nite @ 12.15 am...

kemas2 skitt & iron baju for tommorrow...

then, i terus tido.....sgt2 mengantuk tau...

hari nie adalah hari malas...

kerana

saya rasa sgt2 malas utk berbuat apa2...

bleh x???

:p

rasa mengantuk + lapar skrg nie...

so, saya nak g cari makan...

and pas tue, tido la...

:))

daa...

last day here

today is our last day here...

rasa sgt sedih utk meninggalkan family di sini...:(

insyallah, we'll back again on the first week of ramadhan...

can't wait...can't wait...

coz i love pasar ramadhan here...:))

semalam, outing day...that's why i x sempat nak blog...

we went to pasar mpkb and kb mall...

@ pasar mpkb, got tudungs for along & angah...menghelip gitu...:))

didn't buy anything for myself...:(

@ kb mall, we bought cute bajus for harris & maira yg umi kirim...

snacks for adik2 and one long skirt yg sgt shantik...

thanks to darling hubby...:)

before balik, we singgah @ mcdonald for drinks...

tarapapapa....i'm loving it...:))

we'll having lunch @ che'na house nanti...

fyi, che'na is good cooker...me really love her cookings...

so, makan jer la keje i & darling hubby kat sini...

:))

suddenly, i don't have an idea on what to write here...

so, will update later...daaa....

rantau panjang

before going to rantau panjang...

and while waiting for darling hubby siap,

apalagi...pose, pose & pose...

me, darling hubby, umi, cik yah & pakcik hashim (umi's frens)

went to rantau panjang today...

we just bought teddy bear utk maira & kacang2

as buah tangan utk officemate...

not forget to have our 'nyiur cendol'...

thats must when we get there....sgt2 sedap..:)

actually, we've met an accident...

small accident jer on the way to rantau panjang tadi...

pakcik hashim who drove umi's car

terlanggar bontot kereta depan....

i yg terkejut terus terhantuk ke kerusi depan...

cam bengong jap i jadinya....

i mmg x ingat apa dah sampai umi called me 'syg'...i

terus kuar since diaorg semua dah kuar...

alhamdulillah, cuma bumper yg rosak teruk

& one of the lampu pecah...

then, we headed straight to the workshop...

and everything will settle by this 29 July...:)

lega.....and luckily i x miolll.....kelip, ketip x miolll tau...

hehehe....already miss my girl, kelip...

so sad coz i can't meet up with my bestfren 'na'...

she got a course....

sgt2 sedih coz i really miss her...:(

and looking forward to lepak with his bf, sipoo tonite...

hope, dpt jumpa him...:)

p/s : ptg td, umi asked darling hubby to go to kedai...

so, kesempatan yg ada kami gunakan dgn merempit....

bestnya bila sesekali naik motor

walaupun i nie penakut sebenarnya...:))

@ kota bharu, kelantan

bestnya bermalas-malasan di rumah...:)

we've arrived here last nite @ 10.30 pm....Umi and adik pick up @ the airport and we headed straight to house...arghhhhhh sgt mengantuk masa tue...i can't sleep in the flight coz it was raining heavily...and i rasa bergegar2....sgt takut ok...end up, i close my eyes & mengucap...but alhamdulillah, finally we've arrived here safely...:)

having our breakfast tadi...Umi cooked nasi lemak...sgt2 sedap ok....after breakfast, we take a short walk kat luar rumah....ye la, teman darling hubby melawat tapak....actually, he just want to take a look around the house after renovation....fyi, the house dah 90% completed dan hasilnya jadi sgt2 besar & luas....me likey...tp rasa malas plak nak tolong Umi kemas2...bleh x??? hehehe....i'm just kidding...maybe later ya Umi...muahssss

we're still not having any planning today....rasa cam nak bermalas-malasan di rumah....:)

tapi rasa cam nak ajak hubby jalan2 sambil makan2 around kota bharu....msti syiok....:)

ok la, need to iron hubby's baju melayu for friday's prayer now...till then....muahsss....

sempurna

woke up this morning,

suddenly i realized that my life not empty....

coz i'm still have him.....

even i'm not having 'dia' yet....

for the man that i love so much, u made my life completed...

Kau begitu sempurna

Dimataku kau begitu indah

Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu Di setiap langkahku

Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu

Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku

Takkan mampu menghadapi semua

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa Kau adalah darahku

Kau adalah jantungku

Kau adalah hidupku

Lengkapi diriku

Oh sayangku, kau begitu Sempurna..

Sempurna.. Kau genggam tanganku

Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh

Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku...

p/s : we're going back to kelantan tonite

and hopefully we arrived there safely...

i'll try to update ok...take care peeps...luv ya...muahsss

balik kampung mood

i'm changing my blog's layout just now...and this is hasilnya...

so, what do U think???

me likey coz i love the scenery....beautiful isn't????

:)

yesterday, we cancelled our plan to visit Zul @ Malacca...

hubby called him & alhamdulillah he's ok...but he still on MC...

and we plan to go there on the first week of August...

but i got the wedding invitations...cam ner nie syg????

our flight to kelantan is on tommorrow's nite...

aishhh rasa cam x sabar nak balik....darling hubby lagi la...

rasa sgt2 happy balik kali nie...hopefully, we can meet our

bestfren...na& sipoo, kami rindu kamu byk2....:)

nothing to do today...my boss went to Tokyo for 5 days...

and sekejap lagi, i want to settle his claims for last month....

ptg nie, maybe we go to alamanda for last minute shopping

before balik kampung...

ok...till then...muahsss :))

:(

yesterday i went for teh tarik with kelip & cuya....

sgt best coz dpt lepak sama2 :)

and now...i'm already missing them...

hubby call just now and told that his goodfren, Zul @ Melaka MC for 4 months...

which is means he's critical...pity him...

actually, we already knew that he involved in accident last March...

seriously i'm not happy coz hubby so worry bout his fren now...

and maybe we'll go to malacca petang nie....

p/s : can't wait to see Ika (Zul's wifey)...hope, she's doing fine & be strong...:(

weekend updates

hai all...i just get the opportunity to blog today...i'm so busy last weekend and didn't have time to blog...rindu sudah :(

we spent our weekend @ banting...we're having great time there...

dapat kumpul with my dad, sis, bil, niece & nephews....really made my weekend...i luv uols...muahsss

on saturday, we went to jusco bukit tinggi with angah, adam & maira...enjoyed our shopping & jalan2...as usual, i got something la...hehehe...i got cardigan from guess & white t-shirt from mng...and darling hubby, brown t-shirt from quiksilver...and not forget angah with her childs, they got their bajus...balik umah @ 8.00 pm & tapau KFC...on the way back, singgah beli abah's ubat & durian...nyum nyum....

on sunday, along balik...since dah puas berjalan smlm, we just spent time @ home...and i cooked nasi lemak...i supposed to cook laksa penang, but suddenly rasa malas nak gi kedai beli bahan...what else to cook it....hehehe...then, kami gi ke pasar malam beramai2....sgt2 challenging since kena melayan karenah my darlings yg giler...:)

pity hubby coz his right eye kena pukul dgn raket oleh anak buahnya yg paling giler, si Yun....yg paling i x tahan, boleh x lepas dia wat tue...dia kata kat darling hubby 'padan muka kau'...hehehe...hubby pun x tau nak marah ker nak gelak...Yun...Yun...and the result, mata hubby jadi merah & i asked him to go to clinic...and i pun x terlepas dari kegilaan si Yun...dia dok pakai my guess's sandal....catwalk x ingat and tanpa sedar dia terpatahkan sign 'G' that hang on my sandal....sandalku telah menjadi cacat......ahhh! sgt2 sedih ok...but what to do...:(

got something do to....i'll continue later....till then, c ya...

p/s : i hate monday...i got the blues...:(

happy birthday Umi :)

today is friday...yes, i luv friday...:)

my boss went to Kuching and i got KMK's meeting this morning...

boring + malas sebab saya masih PMS...:(

but i'm happy coz i'm having date with my kelip...miss ya sweetie :)

my darling dear still MC...sgt2 jealous k...have a good rest ya syg...

today is my MIL's birthday...called her just now...about 5 months we didn't meet up...yes, i miss her so much...i know she missed me too and can't to wait to see me...i'm glad to hear her 'ceria' voice....especially when she said 'Umi dok kemas2 ni, nanti syg balik x de la sepah2'...actually, hubby's home @ kelantan baru siap renovate...and looking forward to kemas2 with syg, Umi, Wan & adik2 when we're back next week...:)

and last but not least, to my dearest Umi....very happy birthday....i love u till the end of time....U means a lot to me and thanks 4 being such an angel to me...can't wait to kiss her cheek...muahss

:)

p/s : i miss my mushroom...:)

saya cemerlang :)

got a memo from admin yesterday and i'm proudly to annouce that i got Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang or in short APC....ya, saya cemerlang :)....hehehe....i think i've to thank my boss coz he's the one who gave the highest mark on my LNPT...

i still can't believe that i'm cemerlang :))...maybe i'm naughty and sometimes a bit playful...but when it comes to work, i'm very committed (cam bagus jer aku nie!!! hehehe)...and fyi, my boss is Indian and as we know Indian people was very2 fussy....but Alhamdulillah, we can get along and everything running smooth....

:)

for him :)

i'm never had a dream come true...

yes, that's true...until he came to my life...thanks God coz i found him...:)

I would give up everything

Before I'd separate myself from you

After so much suffering

I've finally found unvarnished truth

I was all by myself for the longest time

So cold inside

And the hurt from the heart it would not subside

I felt like dying

Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you

I was lost lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

Completed my whole life

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you

I would give you everything

There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

To ensure your happiness

I'll cherish every part of you

Because without you beside me

I can't survive

Don't wanna try

If you're keeping me warm each and every night

I'll be all right

Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you

I was lost lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

Completed my whole life

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

See I was so desolate

Before you came to me

Looking back I guess it shows

That we were destined to shine

After the rain to appreciate

The gift of what we have

And I'd go through it all over again

To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you I was lost lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

Completed my whole life

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

Sweet baby I'm so thankful I found you

Thank God I found you I'm lost lost without you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

My baby I'm so thankful I found you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

My baby I'm so thankful I found you

p/s : i do hate PMS...but i'm really in the love mood now...:)

bawaku terbang...

i'm not feeling well yesterday...i got flu...rasa sgt2 tidak best :(

but i'm happy coz i got back my 'semangat'....yeah, i'm in love again...

rasa ingin terbang skrg....syg, bawaku terbang.....

:)

i'm so exhausted...

yes, i am...

i need a break....

:(

i'm bored..

i'm bored....pleaseeeeeeee.....

if i could, i just want to close my eyes...yes, for one day only.....

:(

"mengapa perlu ada airmata tatkala bahagia menyapa...dan mengapa perlu ada sendu di kala hati berbunga indah...ya, itulah cinta yg sesungguhnya..."

a happy me...

i'm happy...

i'm happy...

i'm happy...:)

p/s : very happy birthday to my dear kakak & cuya n hubby got a fever & flu :(...he's MC today...take a rest ya syg...luv ya...muahsss

my new hairdo...

i'm proudly presenting to uols...my new hairdo....hehehe...shantik x??? me really love it....:)

i'm planning to having teh tarik with kelip, cuya & nana...can't wait to see them & pass their souvenir from bandung...miss them so much....:)

value your time

to realize the value of one year

ask a student who failed a grade

to realize the value of one month

ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby

to realize the value of one week

ask the editor of a weekly newspaper

to realize the value of one hour

ask the lovers who are waiting to meet

to realize the value of one minute

ask a person who missed the train

to realize the value of one second

ask a person who just avoided an accident

"yesterday is history

tommorrow is mystery

and today is a gift..thats why its called the Present"

~ Berserah ~

Berserah by Taufik Batisyah

Gerhana meliputi segala

Tiada lagi sinaran cahaya

Keinginan tanpa kepastian

Tak mampu rasanya ku teruskan

Ku meneruskan

Biarlah

Ku relakan segala

Walau hidupku

Sebuah tanda tanya

Mengapa

Biarpun

Tak mampu ku bertahan

Takkan pernah

Ku akui kalah

Masih terdampar ku disini

Tiada jalan mungkin ku lalui

Haruskah hidupku dipersenda

Mengharungi dugaan melanda

Ku Berserah

BiarlahKu relakan segala

Walau hidupku

Sebuah tanda tanya

Mengapa

Biarpun

Tak mampu ku bertahan

Takkan pernah

Ku akui kalah

Ku relakan segala

Takkan pernah

Ku akui kalah

Ku percaya

Ku yakin padanya

Dia yang menentukan semua

Berserah

antara lagu yg mampu buat aku berfikir....

without her...

my boss is on leave today...and as usual, i got nothing to do...hehehe...:)

do u know what's in my mind rite now...the answer is my baju raya...i still don't know where to tempah....its already July...arggghh tidakkkkkkk....i think its should be ok if i just send my bajus to my regular tailor @ banting...and this sunday is the right time to go...lagi cpt lagi bagus...abis cite :)

us @ raya last year...

when it comes to raya, i still don't know hows my feeling to celebrate it...i don't think i'll get the great raya after this...yes of course, my raya will not great anymore without her :(....last year, arwah emak masih ada...but this year, i don't know...i think i'm just want to be with abah...that's why i want to celebrate raya here...actually, this year is hubby's turn...but i'm so sorry sayang coz can't make it there...raya together with ur family @ kelantan...i want but i just can't leave abah alone with angah...and i know, he already agree with that...thanks sayang for ur understanding...as u know, only abah that i have in my life now....only God knows hows precious he is to me......

without her...

my weekend ~ shopping session ~

my weekend went so well...we spent our weekend with shopping & shopping...as we know, the carnival mega sale is on now...arggh gler best!!!!! hehehe...

on saturday, we went to sunway pyramid...arrived there, we had lunch @ oldtown....miss their nasi lemak....then, we headed straight to guess.....guess ada sale from 4th to 6th July...and end up i bought 2 pairs of shoes that i really want before...i got 40% less for that shoes babe.....gler bargain kan....luckily, i x beli kasut tue last month....hehehe...just wonder, if guess having sale every month...mahunya gler aku.....hehehe....apapun, kasut2 itu sgt2 shomel & i'll upload the pic later...hubby didn't buy anything...but he got his weezer's red album only @ RM33.90..very cheap for the international's cd rite??? and that's enough to made he smile for a whole day...he really so into weezer....:)

my shoes....:)

yesterday, we have appointment to meet angah & family @ alamanda...sambil shopping & makan2 (celebrate her belated birthday)....before that, hubby had a haircut @ along's saloon, presint 9....along is my old fren...anyway, he's the best hairstylish that i ever had....and paling best, hubby also like his job....he looked so cute with his new hairstyle...and fyi, i'll cut my hair this wednesday...i got very serious hairfall problem...hubby pun selalu bising kutip my hair kat umah...my hair is everywhere ok...so, i think my hair really need a cut...:(

then, we went to alamanda....can't wait to see my mushroom...already miss her :)....nampak jer my mushroom, i terus cium & gomol2 dia....she's not feeling well & she got a cold....pity her

:(...angah bought many bajus for her...semuanya sgt2 shomel...if i rajin, i'll upload the pic ok...then, we go to kfc for makan since adam (angah's first son) sibuk nak makan kfc...after that, angah decide to balik...already 7 pm on that time...then, we singgah @ guess...continue with our shopping session....hehehe...but this time, hubby yg shopping...he bought 2 pairs of bajus....and before balik, i sempat grab 2 pairs of bajus from Esprit...dua2 bermotifkan polka dots...i do love polka dots nowadays...:)

with our hunny bunny maira aka our mushroom :)....

received call from hubby just now...i miss him...even i see him everyday...but when we're apart (during working hours), i still miss him :)....lately, we always have a fight...maybe i talk too much...and i like to answer to him...arghh, i just don't know why but i feel so bad...sayang, if u read this...i just want you to know this....i'm so sorry for everything that i've done...i'm just too degil & nakal....but i love you so much....muahsss :)

and today...nothing much to do...my boss having a meeting for a whole day...so, i just surf internet and blogging...bestnya hidup kan...:))

kenangan terindah...

setiap dari kita pasti mempunyai kenangan...samada indah atau pahit...adalah terpulang kepada kita utk menilainya.....seperti yg lain, aku jua punya kenangan...bukan satu, bukan dua dan bukan tiga...ya, terlalu banyak kenangan yg aku punyai...rasanya tidak cukup satu hari seandainya ingin ku ceritakan semua kenangan dalam hidupku....

bagiku, semua kenangan dalam hidupku terlalu indah...biarpun adakalanya pahit namun ia terlalu mengesankan....sehingga memberikan aku satu pengajaran baru buat penerus hidup...ternyata kegagalan & kekecewaan semalam mampu menciptakan kejayaan & kebahagiaan hari ini...inilah yg ku kira indah...terlalu indah....

antara yg terindah...ialah lahir sebagai anak emak....aku cukup bangga punya dia sebagai emakku...biarpun kini dia telah tiada...namun semangat & kekuatannya sentiasa ada bersamaku....mana mungkin aku lupa wajah lesu itu...ia telah terpahat kukuh di dalam hati ini.....kerna hanya itu yg aku ada di kala kerinduan yg teramat....cuma satu, emak mungkin jauh dariku...namun, hati ini...hati ini masih terlalu dekat padanya....adik rindu emak, adik sayang emak....

yg terlalu indah....aku masih punya keluarga & teman2 tersayang....kehadiran mereka dalam hidupku terlalu mengesankan....merekalah tunggak kekuatanku saat ini....tanpa mereka, entah bagaimana hidupku agaknya.....aku sayang kalian.....

yg paling terindah dalam hidupku.....adalah dengan kehadiran insan bernama Wan Zulfadli Wan Zain sebagai imam, ketua & suamiku...tiada yg lebih indah melainkan memiliki cinta & kasih sayangnya...aku bahagia...sgt bahagia bersama dia.....dan saat ini, dialah segala-galanya dalam hidupku....moga dia cinta terakhir dalam hidupku....sayang, janji denganku...temani aku seumur hidupku ini & jadi tua bersamaku......Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Kau peliharakan istana cinta yg telah kami bina ini....moga ia kekal tersergam indah hingga ke akhir nanti....

dan yg paling teragung...adalah Dia...Dia yg selalu di sisiku dan tak pernah jemu2 menemaniku...Dia datangkan aku Ujian, Cubaan & Dugaan...namun setiap kali itu juga Dia kurniakan kepadaku Kecekalan, Ketabahan & Kekuatan....itulah Dia....cinta abadiku....

indah...ya, hidup ini terlalu indah sebenarnya...

Sunshine

this is just for my hubby aka my 'pakcik krismas'...u're my sunshine :)

~ SUNSHINE ~

Made a wish I can dream

I can be what i want to be

Not afraid

To live life

And fulfill my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life

You helped me find my paradise

When you came you were like

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are, my shining starSunshine

Making me feel i'm on top of the world

Telling me i'll go far

Reaching out, for new heights

You inspired me to try

Felt the magic inside

And felt that i could fly

I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light

You made me appreciate my life

Cause when you came you were like

sunshine through my window

That's what you are, my shining starSunshine

You are the calm, when i am the storm

You are the breeze, that carries me on

When i set adrift, you anchor me

You're there for me