Monday, March 30, 2009

kuatkah aku :(

...saat ini...
...airmata masih setia menemaniku...
...cuba meriangkan diri...
...aku menonton diari af...
...namun hanya menambah sedihku...
...bila menyaksikan cikgu siti & cikgu fati...
...memeluk setiap pelajar af7...
...airmata terus laju tatkala melihat...
...isma berpelukan dgn anak2nya...
...betapa aku dambakan pelukan seperti itu...
...kalaulah emak masih ada di sisiku...
...Ya Allah...
...cukup kuatkah aku...
...utk menghadapi semua ini???...
...:(...
p/s : darling hubby menangis bersamaku tadi...
aku tahu dia tidak kuat...
namun dia cuba menjadi kuat demi aku...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

'dia' bukan milik kami :(

...aku tidak tahu...
...bagaimana utk memulakan ini...
...tanpa pengetahuanku...
...'dia' hadir dalam perutku...
...namun aku terpaksa akur...
...'dia' hadir cuma utk seketika...
...Ya Allah...
...sesungguhnya ia terlalu berat...
...biarpun utk kali kedua...
...namun...
...aku masih tidak mampu...
...aku masih tidak kuat...
...utk menghadapi semua ini...
...utk 'dia'...
...maafkan mama syg...
...kerana tak mampu mempertahanmu...
...utk darling hubby...
...jangan lepaskan tanganku...
...kerna saat ini...
....aku benar2 lemah...
...dan tidak berdaya utk berdiri lagi...
p/s : dulu, aku punya emak utk berkongsi segalanya...
betapa aku perlu & rindukannya saat ini...
kini, hanya airmata teman terbaikku :(

Friday, March 27, 2009

aku benci Cik 'M'...sgt

...ya...
...aku sgt benci Cik 'M' ini...
...sebab dia...
...aku rasa tak nak buat apa2...
...sebab dia juga...
...aku dah rasa bosan pagi2 nie...
...sebab dia la...
...aku rasa cam nak balik umah jer...
...uwaaaaaaaa...
...pergi la 'Cik Malas'...
...pergi la jauh2...
...byk benda lg aku nak buat nie...
p/s : dalam dok malas2 nie,
tiba2 kepala aku dok ingat shopping plak
rosakkkkk!!!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

bz bee

...lately...
...aku sgt bz...
...dgn keje office...
...juga dgn persiapan utk rumah baru kami...
...rasanya cam dah lama...
...aku tak update psl rumah baru kami kan...
...alhamdulillah, grill dah pasang...
...kalo rajin, nanti aku upload pic ok...
...now, tgh buat plaster ceiling...
...pas nie...
...pasang kitchen cabinet + wardrobe...
...cat, wiring & pasang tiles kat porch...
...so far, ini jer yg mampu kami buat...
...semalam...
...kami dah beli lampu...
...utk hall + dining + kitchen area...
...so, tinggal lampu di bilik2, toilet2 & porch jer...
...utk kipas plak...
...kami dah survey...
...ada la jugak yg kami dah bekenan...
...tapi darling hubby nak gi survey lg...
...since he's on MC today...
...so, aku harap lampu + kipas nie...
...akan settle by friday...
...coz this weekend...
...aku dah plan nak ajak darling hubby...
...gi beli karpet & tgk material for curtain...
p/s : aku harap sgt dpt pindah sana before
birthday aku nanti...tapi rasa cam rushing plak...
arghhhh...tak sabarnya nak pindah!!!!

Monday, March 23, 2009

ATWG Meeting @ Le Meridien ~ Part IV

...the meeting only in the morning...
...coz we've city tour after lunch hour...
...and theres a few places yg sempat kami lawat...
...such as Menara Tun Mustapha, State Mosque...
....Muzium Sabah, Heritage Village...
...Cocoa Boutique & Tanjung Aru Beach...

~ with salinah in the bus ~

~ State Mosque ~

~ Likas Beach ~

~ @ the Menara Tun Mustapha ~

~ @ the Muzium Sabah ~

~ @ the Heritage Village ~

~ Cocoa Boutique ~
~ @ Tanjung Aru Beach ~

ATWG Meeting @ Le Meridien ~ Part III

~ @ the IT room ~
~ philippines market ~
~ sunset from my room...OMG, i just love the scenery ~
~ @ the hotel lobby...about to kuar jalan2 ~
~ in front of warisan plaza ~

ATWG Meeting @ Le Meridien, KK ~ Part II

...our first day @ KK...
...start with the registration...
...and followed by the dinner...
...even tired, but we've enjoy...
...:)...

~ registration day ~

~ aket, me, sid & elle (mom-to-be) ~
~ syed, en. aziyan & fiza ~
~ fiza & performance by Sabah Tourism at her back ~ ~ salinah, aket & me ~
~ aviation lady yg still bachelor ~
~ kami lagi ~
~ one sweet song by syed ~

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